everybody's looking at you like they want to go home with you

do you ever what makes us all tick? i know everyone has their own thing that they just can't stand, but do you ever wonder why you repel and detest and loathe certain things? especially if other people just think it's no big deal? i've been wondering about that lately. like myself in particular, i have about 230945 pet peeves. and i really wish i didn't, but i just can't deal with hella shit like i don't know it's just something that makes me scowl and feel angry. i don't know what this is or what i'm saying, it's just a thought.

grades came in the other day, my GPA is super low. i hate school. homework piles on, not enough time for anything, I SWEAR the days get shorter and shorter! like the earth's rotation just speeds up a little bit every damn day. no wonder everything in the world has gone to shit.

ever since i painted my room, it hasn't felt the same. i haven't put anything back up on my walls. even my mirror! it's just leaning. my walls used to be plastered with collages of this and that and pictures and stickers and you name it. now it's just plain. it's not right.

i just watched the video for that song fireflies. shit's weird. or maybe it's hella deep and i was too distracted to notice the bigger picture. who cares.

anyway, PACQUIAO'S STILL UNDFTD. cotto was a real good opponent though. big ups to him for not quitting when his dad wanted him to. btw, COUTURE CAN SUCK IT. vera shoulda won that.

another week of blah. the only thing i'm looking forward to is getting more sunsilk tomoro. BYE