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i guess you could say i'm jumping on the bandwagon, but i could care less. lj and x and twt got boring fast, and since everyone and their mom has a blogspot, what difference does it make if i have one?

well, first blog. no introductions. yet. i have my good days and bad, i put way too much time in to thinking, i like being distractable so let's keep it that way. life consists of the friendboy, family, school, music, stories sleep. there is not much to complain about right now since things usually resolve themselves in my book. i have a hard time defining who my real friends are, and i somewhat doubt that i still have any, but i try not to let more than 3 people know that so false word gets around. i have self-esteem issues, but i'm working on 'em.

i don't like boring people with my lifestory. i have a fucked up past that i'd rather leave alone, i have a future full of promise that i want to fufill. i am both happy and sad and i am still trying to figure out why that is. i won't always write like this, so if you see newer blogs with less than satisfactory grammar or coherency, do not think less of these posts. these are just outlets for thoughts, though. my thoughts written in pen or typed in pixels aren't always A+ material.

today was an ordinary day, consisting of the following: laughter, yelling, mood swings, hugs, pokes, pizza, backhands, wrist complications, and long goodbyes. tomorrow is a day off from school and a tuesday, yesterday was the 9th. the weekend i will be up north in Redding. two weeks from now..... i don't know where this is going.

so am i boring you yet or what? i'll be surprised if you're still reading this. my hands are cramping. i'll cut it short for now.


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