poor excuse of an update

the past couple of days have been pretty chill, nothing extraordinary. i finally got my hands on the 2nd book of the twilight series. i'm not gonna lie, i am pretty addicted. i knew about twilight over a year ago, but i thought it was just a bunch of hype and thought it couldn't possibly be that great. but it's fucking fantastic. in "New Moon," i think i am part of Team Jacob. i can't believe EC could go and do that to her, fucking weird. and i still don't know the reason. if you're in the process of reading the first one, or you don't know wtf i'm talking about, then don't worry, i won't ruin anything. i hella hate that, when you didn't finish a movie or a good book, and then someone ruins the ending for you. fucking annoying much? well, yeah. i wish my friendboy was a vampire.

tomoro i am going to an episcopal youth event [EYE] convention in redding, which is allllll the way up north. i am kind of nervous because i've never been to one of these before, especially in a new diocese that has basically all white people, and probably all white youth. my brother told me that in his happening, he was the only asian, only coloured. ugh. oh well, i can adapt well to my surroundings. i don't think i will be that intimidated. but no showers = yicky.

life is moving at a steady pace. i don't have much to complain about, and i think i said that in my previous post, but i don't remember. some people are straightup assholes. but i've gotten over the fact that that is just human nature and it's pretty inevitable. if there was an award for most likely to major in douchebaggery, i know who would be perfect for it. but whatever, they're not worth stressing over. just point and laugh and move on with your life.

i am getting lighter. i'm gonna win 25$ from a bet i made with my dad. yessssss,i need cash.
some high cholo stole my phone. i'm almost certain. his name is fucking CUMBRYE or some shit like that. i don't know, that is how it's pronounced anyway. "cum-bry". pretty pathetic. i hate people.

i have a bad habit of slouching. i need to fix it. i'm craving new jackets. wish me lucky with my convention. happy thursday.