whatever

it seems as though each day passes by slower than the last. i haven't been in the greatest mood for the past 3 days. tom is the worst. i've been hooked on stairway to heaven. i wish the drama wasn't so prolonged and the good stuff would just happen already, but i guess that is the point of a drama. i feel bad for jingshu. her life just sucks. but chengjun is the best. i love their necklaces. i want them. 20$ on ebay though.

church was the worst today. i get criticized on everything i do. i am excluded from the activities i am asked to participate in and even practice for on an early saturday morning. the job assigned to me is taken over by someone else and i am looked down upon for not helping even though i did not subject to doing my given task. i feel like i am always doing something wrong. i don't understand how to please people.

my eyes feel alot better after taking out my contacts and switching to glasses. hopefully i will be able to wear them again in time for next season. i want my fourth and fifth ear piercing next month. i think i need to reorganize alot of the things that i own.

i hope this week off does some good for me. i hope black friday turns out okay. i still need to watch twilight. i hope i don't procrastinate on the capitalism project and do it last minute. i am going to go bike-riding tomoro morning.

oh yeah, happy early birthday dad.