'cus all my memories are just a single frame

i feel a lot better this week than last. and i mean, a significant amount of better. ever since alex and i opened up, i've felt like a medicine ball has been lifted off my shoulders. after all that sobbing about hill yesterday, i'm so relieved parental power got me out of there asap, with the exact schedule i wanted. after lightweight stressing and a bunch of nerves over dubs 2, vy and i did better than i would've expected. i feel a lot more confident and happy and organized and balanced. i'm still all those negative things i said in my previous blog, but i'm not them right now. those qualities are kind of just hanging out for now, like on a vacation inside my personality. i hope that makes sense.

i'm very happy with all my classes and teachers now. i finally got in AVID, and i'm really stoked for that class. i just hate that i bought hella binders for all my classes, and now i need to return all of them and get one bigass 2.5-3 inch one. geeeez, more walmart trips. i really hope i get to donate blood for the blood drive. [SUBLIMINAL MESSAGE: GET THERE! SEPTEMBER 11! SAVE A LIFEY] i'm eager for key club and coastal cleanup and book club and interact. i'm hella glad i'm not in art anymore. that class and teacher was the worst. regular english with mcmoyler is just as good as honors, just with more people.

my wrist hasn't been hurting as much. i still feel hella bad for lena, but she's a trooper, she'll be healed in no time. my cuts on my left hand are getting better. i'm slowly starting to fit into more of my wardrobe, yessss. my dada brought back hella chocolate and these two cute ass keychains for balls and i from hawaii. i'm so happy my little niece, Kloey, was born healthy and beautiful. pictures later. i'm excited to be an auntie!

i just really hope i stay positive like this for a long time. i don't wanna post some hella negative blog like 4 days later or something. happy almost thursday everyone! :D